January 2012
99 posts
Tomorrow is the first blank page of a 365 page...
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It'll be 2012 in 6 hours.
Still trying to figure out what my New Year’s resolutions are. Still trying to figure out how I’m going to change, in order to become a better person, a better role model, and a better Christian. Still trying to figure out how 2011 went. Still thinking. Still confused.
December 2011
39 posts
I wish I had someone I could really talk to
About whatever thoughts are going through my mind. About anything and everything.
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Walks into chair
Me: Sorry
Chair:
I know you don’t like me, so you can stop pretending that you do.
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I never knew getting over you would be so hard.
It doesn’t matter how many times you tell me that you “care” if you can’t back it up with any actions, and it doesn’t matter how many times you tell me that you’ll be there for me if you have turned away every time I needed someone to lean on. I see no effort from you… All I hear are your meaningless words. I may have believed your words the first time,...
We all have that one person
That you can’t get over, makes you really happy but also can hurt you.
The one who smiles the most, hides the most.
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Oh my goodness...
I decided to go downstairs to get something to eat/drink, and I didn’t want to wake anyone up, so I kept the lights off. As I was going down the stairs in the dark, I missed the last step and fell flat on my face. I think I woke everyone up. Good job Grace, good job.
Would you stop bringing up my past? Asdfghjkl
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I really wish I could tell you how I feel.
It shouldn’t even be that difficult… But I just can’t seem to gather up the courage to tell you.
Dear Self,
Please don’t get attached. Don’t fall too hard. You’ve seen this happen time and time again. You know where this leads to. You know all too well what it’s like to be let down in the end. You don’t need this. Save yourself before it’s too late.
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Do you ever wonder,
who is thinking about you at night?..
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Tumblr: Only a heartless person would scroll pa-
Me: *Scrolls past*
Happy Birthday Jesus.
Thank you so much for loving me when I felt like nobody else did. Thank you for carrying my cross when it was so much to bear. Thank you for listening to me in the middle of the night when i questioned about my life, my future, my doubts, and my constant fears. Most importantly, thank you for seeing something special in someone as unworthy as me. Merry Christmas.
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Emotion.
I don’t like expressing emotion, and I’m usually pretty bad at expressing it, too. I can never manage to show it without being awkward. Emotions just make everything more complicated. Hmpth.
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Whenever you’re talking to someone who is really...
the odds of you doing something stupid are multiplied by 1000.
We all grew up so fast.
I never thought anything would change, but change came so soon. Whenever I see younger kids playing around at the park or wherever, it really makes me miss my elementary school days :(
It takes one to know one.
People are quick to judge you for something you when they don’t even know what it’s like. The only way they’ll understand is if they’ve stepped in your shoes and experience it for themselves. Maybe after they do so, they’ll stop talking.
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School followers, →
I don’t mind you reading my blog. I actually don’t care if you follow me or not. You guys get to know what I really feel, what goes on with my life, what I like and dislike. People from my school get to know more about me by my writing or my reblogs. But school followers, I only ask you to not to bring up what I write about at school. Oh I read your Tumblr, are you alright? Oh you still have...
Can you do me a favor? Stay.
I always end up looking like the bad person.
Everyone just assumes I was the only one who was wrong, the only one who made mistakes, the only one who caused problems, and the only one who’s at fault. I should be used to it by now.
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Open your heart.
Don’t be afraid to fall for someone else. Just because someone in your past left you shattered doesn’t mean everyone after that will. Not everyone is the same. Don’t fight it. Don’t hold back. Let someone come in and help you move on from the hurt and make you smile.
You talk crap about me to your friends...
And those friends spread it to their friends. It’s like everyone seems to “know” something about me. No wonder all these people I don’t even know claim to not like me.
I'm not going to lie, I wish I could have done...
I don’t understand why anyone thinks it’s acceptable to “joke” about someone’s death. It’s not funny.
Anons.
I don’t understand why people go on anon and waste their time leaving other people hate messages. What is the point…
Don't get your hopes up. Things don't always go as...
When I met you.
I didn’t realize we would be where we are now. I didn’t expect I’d have these feelings for you. Or that we’d do the things we do. I would have never guessed we would have happened. I would have never guessed that we’d be together. But even though I’m surprised, I’m glad too.
Overwhelmed.
I feel like there’s so much going on in my life right now, and everything is just so crazy. I really need to get a grip on things again.
I feel like I'll always have a thing for you
I don’t know, there’s just something about you that gets to me every time.
You were nothing I ever expected, but ended up to...
If it's still in your mind, then it's still in...
I honestly don't know what's gotten into me.
These past few days have been so awful. It’s like I’m upset without reason, overly emotional, and I don’t want to go out anywhere… Or do anything for that matter.
You’re only as strong as the thoughts you think.
Your thoughts make you who you are.
You can do whatever it is you want to do, but thought and action don’t always even up.
Just because one action was completed, it doesn’t mean there was one thought behind it.
Always be aware of those around you.
Trust it always comforting, but ignorance can be a flaw.
Watch the company you keep.
...
Everyone flirts.
I admit I do. Don’t say you don’t. It’s basically in our human nature to flirt with people we find attractive even if you don’t realize it. You just gotta know when’s the right time to and when there are limits.
Why do people announce that they’re going to get drunk or high on here, Facebook, or Twitter? You don’t look “cool” and I don’t really think anyone cares…
I need to stop daydreaming, let go, and focus on...